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from molzo
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DAMN, a couple of weeks of college, and you're so different. Miss you...we should arrange chat time, for real.
4:03 pm - Thursday,September 22, 2005 |
from James
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long time no talk eh? Anyway, I was reading word for word your story about the bar, man thats intense stuff. It's messed up how guys can be such asswads and sexual creatures, but I dont know the best way around it....I'd suggest to stay away from the bar.....butttttt the bar "can" be fun sometimes, who knows. Oh well, keep your head up and keep rockin out! LAters!
0:18 am - Friday,September 16, 2005 |
from jes
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hey jess: what makes something right? well, it's hard to say. What you should take comfort in knowing is that you are a good person, with a good head on your shoulders, and I trust that you know, in your heart, what is right and wrong. Which is the most important thing. I'm sorry that guy is a fuck tard. Fuck that asshole. It was a big deal, and he sucks. Love, -me (aka jes)
11:46 pm - Saturday,August 27, 2005 |
from jes
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hey jess. long time no chat. I want you to know i had your letter written, but I am too retarded to send it. I am sorry. at any rate... dont start thinking there are no guys for you. trust me, it will only end badly with that mindset. I used to have dreams that I was to fat and ugly to have sex. that no one would want me. but when it gets down to it in real life, I was never so insecure that i would let anyone sleep with me. Catch my drift. Anyway, stay strong. I know you are curiuous about sex, but in the famous words of Lary Flint: Relax, it's just sex. Miss you at bohnertime. -jes
2:45 pm - Sunday,August 7, 2005 |
from jes
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man, I know that feeling... make sure you tell me when you go back to camp... I have a letter I forgot to send you the first time you went. -love, jes
2:06 pm - Thursday,July 7, 2005 |
from michelle
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congradulations jessica on getting that award. I remember reading about how you wrote for you paper, and you seemed so interested and happy to be doing that. I know that makes you feel really good. See you are some one, you can achieve things, you will go far in life. I know you will. Man aren't you excited to be almost done with high school?
2:25 am - Saturday,May 21, 2005 |
from Missy
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Well, I read that whole long pep talk of a column that you did for your school....
It was well written but, in my opinion, unessessary.
I was a fat kid in school too. I've graduated and I'm still big. And no amount of friends giving me talks or guidence counselers patting my back or "nice words" made me feel any better about it.
It was a curageous literary leap for you, but I'm not sure how much it really got through to that target audience...
8:38 am - Wednesday,April 6, 2005 |
from molzo
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Hey, I miss you. Come back around thespark.
9:59 am - Monday,April 4, 2005 |
from molzo
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For real, people SUCK! It's not just high school either. People want life to be easy. They want to hang around people who make them feel better about themselves. They want to have relationships but not have to do any work to keep them. They never want to hear anything challenging or do anything difficult. Usually, that means that intelligent, interesting people get the raw end of the deal. You are fabulous. You should not worry about some large group of people, only the small group of people that love you. Spend your time and energy giving them all this love you have and don't worry about everyone else. You will see your love and energy returned a million times over if it's dedicated to someone who loves you in return. P.S. Boys are even dumber. I didn't have my first kiss 'til I was 19 and my first real boyfriend 'til I was 26. Boys are definitely NOT worth stressing over.
9:10 am - Sunday,March 6, 2005 |
from jes
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Ack!!! Don't say those things about yourself jess. Look at it this way, who doesn't like you? A bunch of high school kids? Big fucking deal. let me tell you, high school is the worst. bar none, hands down. its a sucky time in your life, the people are shitty, you have no controll over your life even though you know you could handle it, you aren't studying what you want to study... FUCK that! All I can say is this, I promise your life will get better. I PROMISE. Once you take controll of your own life, all the pieces will fall into place. For now, all I can say is put your head down, and plow through it. Stay focused enough to pass your classes, try to have one good day where you eat helathy and work out. All you can do is take it a day at a time. Much love from LA -jes
10:55 am - Monday,February 28, 2005 |
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